OVERDUE PICTURES

SNS Posts:

These are the few pictures taken during Calvin last visit to Kuching. (from 27 Oct-Nov)

We had so much FUN in Kuching :D

You're mine forever
I love u

Look, what I have found

SNS Posts:

Monday, August 3, 2009

Update (First 2009 Post) When Insomnia hits again

I just hate the fact that I am having sleeping troubles atm, Somewhat like Insomnia, but its different. I hadn't gone to sleep since last night, for the past 2 days I've been sleeping at 12 noon and wake up at...horrifyingly 9:00 PM.

What to do what to do?

I just came back from KL 2 weeks ago, Its a great experience to do, met new friends, had a great time and I'd love to upload some pictures from KL, but Im just way too lazy to do it now, perhaps later on. In fact I plan to visit Kuching, Sarawak, Malaysia to see their diverse cultures, another chance I dont want to lose before I make a departure to the States, other than enjoying a good holiday, I'm there to see Bealberries, I can make a whole new post about her but I'll just keep my feelings on her to myself and her only atm, Cant wait!

In exactly 3 days from now, Mom and Dad are coming from the States they arrive sometime at 7 o clock at night in CGK Airport from Tokyo Transit, CANT WAIT TOO SEE THEM :)!!!

So here it is, 9:16 Jakarta time and its morning, I wouldnt imagine posting in this blog again.

(Got this from Calvin's blog, his old personal blog to be exact). This is the very first post ever that he had mentioned my name on the 'Blogspot' :P

*We first met in KL, on July 20th,09 :D

i.CANNOT.wait to see you next month!
Woohoo!
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouSO.MUCH!

Waiting..

Sns posts:

for you to set up the computer.. c'mon do it faster, Im missing you!! My babies got a new monitor :P ouh.. there u are, MSN! Voossh :D

mine mine mine mine!

SNS POSTS:

Happy 3rd!

you're mine,forever!

Us :)

CTR Posts:

Us :), and we're in so much love more than ever :)

About time!

CTR Posts:

Tomorrow (27th October) I will be landing on Kuching :) and I get to see Beal again!

This time, for 8 days, longer than usual which is 5 days. I was supposed to be waiting on the paperwork, but my mom explained to me that the paperwork can be contacted on your whereabouts and such, man I am still frustrating about the "wait" for my paperwork...Would like to visit the US, pursue studies and such although my mom made a good point, I am already studying here, when I get to the US hopefully I can take my tests and do my 2 year college right away (Moving on to 4 year college afterwards).

Nevertheless I am using this opportunity to visit Beal, again :) with the promise of never being sad about anything, we will use this time to further build our relationship, share our love and for the sake of seeing each other :) we miss each other, and I miss her ALOT! Wooo! about time :)

We have much to plan, we will have fun while Im there :) we shall use our time wisely

Sooooo, PEACE OUT guys :) The blog will be updated when I am back (Or maybe even when we're there) and more pictures coming up :)

Time ticks, the clock spins "our day" is coming closer everyday

I love you without ending love, *kisses!* muuuaaaah!

Another Picture of Us

SNS Posts:

Yea, I'm trying to pose like you :P


Well anyways, let me share something about Calvin.


He is a Geek!


He enjoys playing games such as, World of Warcraft (WoW) and etc.. He had been staying up late last night playing games. Haha! (I'm gonna "Keplak" you) ~jk jk!


I still Love YOU though!


That's all I wanna share today..


Happy Wednesday!

A little fun for us :P

CTR Posts:

Its not the best pic merging ever but I guess it tells a little bit about us :)

Love you sayang :)

Beal liked it, although I said naaah its bad :) but oh well, I guess its fine, hopefully we can do more picture merging in the future!

2 Months feels like 2 years, wait make that 20 years

CTR Posts:

Its been 2 months, you mean a lot to me

There has never been a day where I would not think of you, every single second you are in my very mind, soul and heart

You are the best there is love, and I will stay strong for us, I will make a stand for our relationship and no one can break my love for you. You are everything, perfect and lovely.

I love everything about you, from the tip of your hair to the tip of your toe.

I will be the man for you, I will keep my hands high, I will hold on to you, I will pick you up whenever you need me, I'll always be there for you

I hope soon, our clock will start ticking and we can be united in the future as one flesh and soul...and you know what?

It will happen

Its not the matter of 2 months, people may not see it as much...But we see it as an everlasting relationship that will last forever, our love is strong.

I love you, Calvin

To Calvin. Love Beal.

SNS Posts:

I LOVE.....

I love when you sing "daa-be-dee ~ daa-be-daa" and I like your awesome dancing skills.

I love our silly nicknames.

I love Jazey, Ther & Dee.

I love my ring.

I love when you call me Tik.

I love your voice.

I love the way you talk.

I love the way you walk.

I love hearing you talk about our future family and life together.

I love thinking of you as a future father.

I love you for accepting me as I am.

You make me feel like the most luckiest girl and the happiest person on this earth.

I Love you Calvin.

P/S: Tomorrow is Friday, and it's 16th :)

Happy 2 months!

Love,
Beal

CTR Posts:

So many visitors from Australia, especially from Brisbane on our blog :)

Why don't you guys write some comments for us :P, we have 0 comments on our blog, its becoming much like a private blog now :P

Fishing trip to Anyer 2nd-4th October

CTR Posts:



Its almost 7 AM here in Jakarta, in a few hours I'll be heading to Anyer (The western coast of Java) with a couple of my buddies to have a good time and go fishing (hopefully :P), I have to be energized for the day so I hope I will :)

Its too bad sweetie cant come cause shes not here with me :( or else I would've invited her to come, But I promise I wont loose touch with her while Im there for 2 days, I miss you Beal

She's probably asleep right now, so I'll let her snooze off :), Gave her a text just a few moments ago (havent got much sleep last night :( bleh, infact I wouldnt call it "sleep", just laying around being lazy) I love you Beal and I miss you, have a great day yea and keep safe :)

So yeah, hopefully I'll be able to post some fishing pictures here, Enjoy guys

Oh, and happy October :) (Time flies so fast...cant believe its already October, I still remember October 08' like it was yesterday for goodness' sake)

CTR Loves SNS forever

CTR Posts:

Its 3:51 AM here in Jakarta as Im starting to type this, I got up from bed quite early, so as I fill my time I'll go ahead and update our blog again, we haven't updated this blog in a long time maybe because we've been busy for each other :P

Our relationship is going very stable, I cant wait till I start my studies soon (I haven't been studying in a long time now, hope my brain still works for books :P), going back to the US will be great, once Im there I can finally see where my life is going, I cant wait till the day I hold that bachelor's degree and walk down the aisle and knowing I'm ready, ready to live independently, ready to pursue careers and ready to marry my love :)

So yeah, I told Beal we should start updating our blog again so we can keep track of our daily lives and basically this blog is going to be some fun memories when we're married :D hehe. Ohhh we're a couple in love aren't we? :)

Beal is probably asleep right now :), I can imagine her lazy bum sleeping in the bed with her face on the pillow, I wish I can hug you and kiss you in the cheeks and let you go to sleep and enjoy your sweet dreams honey ;), but I'll just do it from the heart :)

I plan to visit Kuching sometime after I finish my paperwork with the US immigration (Gotta get my PR), It will be my visit before I leave to the US and hopefully I can visit her again when I get my long holiday from College :)

I love you Beal, I miss you :)

O.M.G

SNS Posts:

I

MISS

YOU

TERRIBLY

(Do you know that?)

Sayang, just wanna let you know that I love you more than I did yesterday :) OMG! I MISS YOU!! Cant wait to see you again after Ramadhan. Speaking of seeing you next month is going to be the hardest thing we have to face, knowing the fact that you will leave to the States soon. We both wanna see each other and we dont wanna be sad again (I know Its hard), but on the other hand we cant resist not seeing each other? Man! Will we be miserable on the last day? (NO!) Lets not be sad yea? :) Remember we never say goodbye, know the fact that you WILL come back for me. OH YEAH!! (obviously we'll miss each other, but hey! we can go on skype) :P

Lets start the countdown! 1,500 Days! (or 1,499 Days? ah whatever!) wee-hoo! :)
............Lalalalalala............

Love you CTR!

<3,
Beal

1,500 Days...Roughly

CTR Posts:

1,500 Days before roughly we Tie our knots together (You know what I mean), Feel free to start a countdown Woohooooooo!!!

Which is 4 years and a month and a half of just self preparation for each other :)

Love you SNS <3

Challenges

CTR Posts:

Everyday there's always challenges in our relationship, just reminding ourselves that we have to go through these challenges in order to create a successful relationship. Beal, we've just started something that can go alooooong way, so lets be strong, we have to keep strong!

Happy 20th Birthday My Dear!!

SNS Posts:

Its not important that this day is your Birthday. Its important that everyday is your day.

A N D

YOU ARE MINE!!
(:

Wishing you good health and happiness in life. May all your dreams come true soon,
and all the best!


May our life becomes better each day and we be united in the near future.
AMIN...

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
muah!

P/S: I wish I could have done something extra special for you on this day.

Our FIRST picture

SNS Posts:

This is officially our FIRST picture ever!

Awww...cute :)

Location: KLCC

Love u too sayang <3>

Our Theme Song?

SNS Posts:

Anyway..my "FB wall post" reminds me of a song that I used to listen back when I was 13y.o! ;p

I bet you guys know this song, "We Can Make It, by Code Red" -1998

!!

This is "Our" Song (:P)

CTR

I know we can make it, i know we can make it
I've been waiting for a girl like you to come my way
I've been waiting for a girl to shine some light on my days
I've been searching for that someone who could understand me
Someone who's not afraid to laugh or cry and share that with me

SNS
I've been waiting for a boy like you to hold my hand
I've been waiting for a boy like you to give me a chance
And I've been longing for that feeling of being complete
You have shown me just how good love is when two minds meet
I know i know i know

Chorus
we can make it if we try,
we can make it you and i
We can ...
we can make it if we try
we can ...
a love like ours can't be denied
we can make it if we try,
if we believe in you and i
We can ...
we can make it if we try
we can ...
a love like ours can't be denied

SNS
Could you be the kind to love unconditionally

CTR
Could you be the kind to overlook the faults in me

CTR & SNS
We don't have to last forever just for the rest of our lifetime
If you're feeling what i'm feeling,
Then this is the right time ...
Chorus

CTR
Well I guess that it was worth the waiting
Cos now you see what you mean to me

SNS
Well this time there'll be no hesitating
If i was blind, I'd still see you as mine
Oh oh ... oh baby yeah
Cos i know ...
I know that we can make it ... yeah ...

we can make it if we try,
if we believe in you and i
We can ...
we can make it if we try
we can ....
a love like ours can't be denied

Chorus 2x
And i know we'll make it ...
Know we'll make it ... You and i...

Yess babe, We can make it!!!!
<3

Her and I!

CTR Posts:

2 Pics of her and I, 1st pic is us in Cultural Village, 2nd is just me trying to be cool :P *lol*

OH BTW - Finally a pic of her in the blog :)



Love you sayang <3 :)

A Real Drummer

CTR Posts:

Meh, when you have ambitions on music, I guess you have to "embrace" another side :D, I've been a drummer for quite sometime now, Been playing since I was in 6th Grade of Elementary :)

Location: Sarawak Cultural Village

Sashimi Time!

CTR Posts:

This was actually on my last day in Kuching, about 2 hours before I leave...We went to Sarawak Golf Club or whatever the place is called. We ordered some Sashimi, Beal has just started her "Sushi experience" after she ate Fish Egg Roll called Ebiko or something like that a few days before this, she still wont dare to try the Raw fishes though :P, So she ate Crabsticks instead. So this is me Eating my Sashimi, my favorite food :) Beal prefers Chinese food more.

Question, Sushi/Sashimi is considered one of the expensive foods in the world, question is why? These fishes arent spiced, salted or sugarized and they're not cooked, there are no preparations to the meat other than cutting it, removing the bones and serve it fresh and cold. The taste of Sashimi feeds the mind more than it feeds the stomach for me, its taste boosts your day better, its alot like love :D, I love it!

Very cool fact

CTR Posts:

Here's one cool fact, and Im curious to find out myself in the future :)

What will our kids look like?

Beal is part 2/3 Malay/Melayu and 1/3 Arab

I'm 1/2 Chinese and 1/2 Dutch/German

Any ideas? any opinions? :)

Thats him!

SNS Posts:

Updating his very first post on this Blog!
Gotcha!
:)

<3,
Beal

Our "Endless Love" Rings

SNS Posts:






:) Today, we got ourselves "RINGS" with initials "CTR & SNS". This ring means a lot to me, Im gonna miss CTR so much :( Long distance relationship is hard...hopefully everything goes well and smooth. Amin.

I just wanna say that Im so in love with Calvin (mi amor) hehe.. Ur mine forever! Tomorrow is Calvin's last day in Kuching. But he promised that he'll come back again after Ramadhan :) YAY! thanks!!

I love you too Calvin!

<3,
Beal

A Brand New Life

CTR Posts:

My first post on this blog happens to be my very last night to be in Kuching, Sarawak. My name is Calvin T. Ray (CTR) Lets just say Im here for a "visit", a very nice visit that could ultimately change my life. Right now, the girl who Im in love with is sitting very next to me, tomorrow she will be 1,000 kilometers away from me, in a matter of months, she will be 10,000 kilometers away from me, in a matter of years she will only be a touch away. This is the purpose of this blog, to update my life and her life (Siti Nabila Salim (SNS)) (Love her name <3), on our very journey to being together, forever. I know its not easy, but when you accomplish something thats hard, I say it goes a very long way to a good life. Never in my life have I been in so much love before, this isnt anything like other ordinary relationships, and I will tell you furthermore in future posts. I love you Beal! (Her nickname) and my promise and commitment to you is unbreakable LOVE!

(From now on, SNS will also post ;)) Enjoy guys!